I feel like I've been hiding behind my own insecurities for far too long. One of my old favourite activities, shopping, has become a daunting chore. I don't look forward to going to the mall like I used to. I dread it. Because I feel like no matter how much I love fashion. It will never be for me what I want it to be. Not because I lack the imagination it takes to be creative in the wardrobe or because I don't "get" it. But instead because I am constantly comparing myself and the things I do to things that have already been done by others who I look up to or perceive as being better than myself.
That being said, this could be some "end of summer" blues talkin' or it could also be this cold I can't seem to shake, but I've been bummed lately! Although Fall seems to be the season where I shine the most. And I really cannot wait to start livin' the dream. Positive, creative thinking from now on!